It's been a long couple of days. Although I've only had two finals to prepare for (of which I am SO thankful for), studying has exhausted me. My brain is fried. I just want to be done. As of tomorrow at 1PM, I will have successfully completed 5 semesters of my college career, and in just 3 semesters will be responsible for taking care of other people's lives--for real. It is overwhelming. It seems so far away, but when I look back on the last 2 and a half years of my life I cannot believe how fast it has gone by. As many times as I've told myself I wish I could speed up time and be done with school, I honestly don't want it to end. I have the best friends anyone could ask for. College has been a blast. I am so blessed to have such amazing girls (and guy!) help see me through this demanding program. Thanks kt, br, bw, aa, jt, ms, cm, sf, jg, mw, rz, ch, sb, & jm for helping to get me this far!!!
Okay enough of school stuff. I have more important things going on in my life--which I've had to keep mostly to myself, but I just can't contain my excitement anymore. One of my dearest friends is pregnant. And she is having a baby girl. asdfhkjadfaoeifhoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There are no words. Really, I can't even tell you how THRILLED I am. She sends me pictures of her belly and ultrasounds. The baby is growing so fast! I honestly never thought it was possible to love something that wasn't even yours so much, but I look at the ultrasound pictures at least once a day and I am just filled with so much love and anticipation. She's got the most wonderful mother in the world and I cannot wait to tell her all about our fun college adventures. But in all seriousness. There is no doubt in my mind this child will be well taken care of. Her mother has been one of my best friends throughout college and has seen me through the worst times of my life. She means the world to me and I cannot think of anyone in this world who shared in my excitement of someday becoming a Mom as much as she did. Love you, friend. Here is a picture of one of the people I now love the most in this world (or should I say womb)...
she's so beautiful. oh I just love her!
as of tomorrow at this time I will officially be on my winter break. one month. no homework. no tests. no projects. no 5AM clinical. no call bells. no latex gloves. no meds. HEAVEN. <3
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